thinking about my wedding in the furture!

there is a boy in my mind, that makes me so happy! everynight and everydag we spent together is so wonderful, peaceful, lovely and i really love him more than the word can tell. i sha la la la la...in a happy life with him. WIth him I dont have spilt any tears, with him I feel compelt, with him I see sunshine each day. He is my sun in my life, he gives me stregth to live on, he gives me hope and love. with him I sha la la la....only you, my love.

after we have been talking about our life, our furture, what we want to do and where we should spent our summervacation..and also about our marriage. you know, each time you talking about this with me my heart is "slå" so hard and faster, my mind is like goes to anther dimision. i ask myself its time to do it. you are the one I want to marry with, you are the one I want to spent rest of my life with,, yes for that im sooo sure.

I want to marry you, if you going to ask me and I will give you the answar. yes, darling, my laogon,my oxe, my everything. I want to marry you.

mandy mandy

Hola! Sometimes I really wanna to scream cry out and don`t give a shit about anything, because the life is already a long pain to the Domesday. Anyway I want to change my life give myself a better way to live, but I don't have possibility or I can say the land I live in don`t believe in us.
I hate the world today... hate the class of the peoples some are rich and some don`t even have a place to sleep, homeless, hungry and changeless in this world. I feel sorry for them and my life is feeling much better when i m thinking about those people, so I should not complain or even say that my life is shit.
That`s not those people that make the world i hate there are the system, politics and all rich ppls just take everything dont give nothing back to the normal ppls.
I was born in 1983 at december in China and it snowed for the first time in the city Shanghai I born, in 15 years I lived in China, went the school there, had many friends. After one day my mother came and asked me if I wanna follow her to a anther country " sweden" i was young and couries so I took the change moved to Sweden. We flew many mills over the hills and sea over halv earth finally landed in the cold country which for me it was like strange.
In 1998 oktober I came here. I still remember the weather was frozzing cold, it was snowing the temperature was minuts 10. I froze to ice just like my heart. I started to cry, I missed the warm, the sun and my father. I was all alone. and this was first time I was afraid. What`s gonna happen to me?

oxens år

This year is Chinese OX year. My boyfriend is born in Ox year and just like the ox's personality he is so hard to understand why things doing like the way they are and many other things i say he cant accept. Anyway I live with him and I love him alot. cant live without him cant I :) the love is strong

Once opon a time there was a liten flower who was in need of protction och love. The flower was alone, it has no any family and somebody to take care about her. The flower grow up like everything else and learn how to make her strong by standying in the earth no matter how cold the weather is, the sunshine is steaking, the prioder there is no water. she will be strong and live on.
also her will of the live her dream going to be true...together with her ox :D