To you, my honey!
When I am with you, I feel alive. You bring to me a happiness that no one else ever could. You bring to me a love I have never known before. I could not imagine what my life would be like without you. You have touched my heart in ways no one could ever comprehend. I love being with you and I want to spend the rest of my life with you sooner.
Every day I wake up and look at you. You have given me so much, and I don't know if I will be able to give back all that you have given me. You have been my guiding light when I was lost. You have been my comforter through all my trials and sorrow. You have been my rock and my three.
Sometimes I feel lost and out of touch, but when you’re there, I feel safe. Your voice soothes me. I could sit here and try to tell you just how I feel, but I can't find the words other than I am ecstatic we met and have gotten together after all we've gone through.
I want to tell you that the love I have for you is undying. It is a love that is strong and enduring and will stand the test of time. I am very happy that you have become a part of my life, and I cannot wait for the day that we can join our lives together. I want to lie next to you at night and fall asleep in your arms. I want to wake to your beautiful smile. I want to share in your joys and sorrows. I want to be your everything, because you are everything to me.
I promise you I will always be here for you when you need me, and I will love you no matter what life brings us. You are my soul mate, and I vow to love you all eternity. I love you, baby so much.
onsdag 8 april 2009
too many dreams!
once upon a time I was still a kid I liked to dream in many ways, I pretended I was someone else in my dream, someone important someone who enjoyed the life and had a powerful position.
I prefered to be a strong person becouse you don`t have to take any shit from somebody else...as I said I like to dream.
Now I ´m getting older for some reasons my dream become terrorfly, I used to think that dreams will tell persons things, things going to happen sooner or later. Everyone has dream about thier future who they gonna become.
My mom gives me dream by telling me things make me belive and start to dream to have a better life, which is very significance for me. That means alot you cant just come to me and saying stuffs you dont mean it, I allways say to her. sometimes my mom is a monster to crash my dream and throw it away like it never gonna happens to me. She makes me cry so many times so many nights I cannot sleep by thinking what she has done why she never show me the true love like a good mother does.
I start to dream again today after I spoke to her in the phone, she said to me that she needs me in her company, one of her personal is getting pregnat so I should take over her place and start to help her in the family besinuess. I have to learn and lister to her each step otherway its not good. She gives me hope again like many times before, I dont know if I can trust in her words. Or does she really mean that she said to me. I dont know and i guess I will never figure out utills she can show me the papper.
She is my mother I should trust in her and help her in many possible ways I can as a good doughter but she never gives me a chans to prove myself that I can make her pround. She is still my mother the woman who gave me birth to this world.
I am a bird flying into the sky looking for my own family...in a beatiful day I will find a way home.
I prefered to be a strong person becouse you don`t have to take any shit from somebody else...as I said I like to dream.
Now I ´m getting older for some reasons my dream become terrorfly, I used to think that dreams will tell persons things, things going to happen sooner or later. Everyone has dream about thier future who they gonna become.
My mom gives me dream by telling me things make me belive and start to dream to have a better life, which is very significance for me. That means alot you cant just come to me and saying stuffs you dont mean it, I allways say to her. sometimes my mom is a monster to crash my dream and throw it away like it never gonna happens to me. She makes me cry so many times so many nights I cannot sleep by thinking what she has done why she never show me the true love like a good mother does.
I start to dream again today after I spoke to her in the phone, she said to me that she needs me in her company, one of her personal is getting pregnat so I should take over her place and start to help her in the family besinuess. I have to learn and lister to her each step otherway its not good. She gives me hope again like many times before, I dont know if I can trust in her words. Or does she really mean that she said to me. I dont know and i guess I will never figure out utills she can show me the papper.
She is my mother I should trust in her and help her in many possible ways I can as a good doughter but she never gives me a chans to prove myself that I can make her pround. She is still my mother the woman who gave me birth to this world.
I am a bird flying into the sky looking for my own family...in a beatiful day I will find a way home.
fredag 3 april 2009
1000 words 1000 miles away from home
I want a home, a home of mine. so many years it past I am still looking for a own home that I can be in the center and live together with person who loves me.
In the China there is a song who called " I want to have a family" that song is such beatiful, lovely and toaching my heart everytime I hear it.
Now I finally found the one who can give me a home and a family, we are going to make a own place that calls sweet home.
Soon we are going to get married, I m so nervous also happy about it will come by time. I do belive that you are really in love with me.
Kiss to you my love. You make my dream come true. You will give me a place that I can call our sweet home. stay alongside you I feel so warm and strong. together with you I can be strong in this life....
In the China there is a song who called " I want to have a family" that song is such beatiful, lovely and toaching my heart everytime I hear it.
Now I finally found the one who can give me a home and a family, we are going to make a own place that calls sweet home.
Soon we are going to get married, I m so nervous also happy about it will come by time. I do belive that you are really in love with me.
Kiss to you my love. You make my dream come true. You will give me a place that I can call our sweet home. stay alongside you I feel so warm and strong. together with you I can be strong in this life....
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