mandy mandy

Hola! Sometimes I really wanna to scream cry out and don`t give a shit about anything, because the life is already a long pain to the Domesday. Anyway I want to change my life give myself a better way to live, but I don't have possibility or I can say the land I live in don`t believe in us.
I hate the world today... hate the class of the peoples some are rich and some don`t even have a place to sleep, homeless, hungry and changeless in this world. I feel sorry for them and my life is feeling much better when i m thinking about those people, so I should not complain or even say that my life is shit.
That`s not those people that make the world i hate there are the system, politics and all rich ppls just take everything dont give nothing back to the normal ppls.
I was born in 1983 at december in China and it snowed for the first time in the city Shanghai I born, in 15 years I lived in China, went the school there, had many friends. After one day my mother came and asked me if I wanna follow her to a anther country " sweden" i was young and couries so I took the change moved to Sweden. We flew many mills over the hills and sea over halv earth finally landed in the cold country which for me it was like strange.
In 1998 oktober I came here. I still remember the weather was frozzing cold, it was snowing the temperature was minuts 10. I froze to ice just like my heart. I started to cry, I missed the warm, the sun and my father. I was all alone. and this was first time I was afraid. What`s gonna happen to me?